I’m Sorry
June 26, 2006
Daddy,
I’m sorry first for not obeying you this morning. It was wrong I know but I just can’t get over it not yet. It’s so hard with you not here. I’m certain with you beside me I would have the courage to do what ever you wished. You’d tell me what a good girl I am and assure me that everything will be ok if only I follow your orders. With your voice stern in my ear, your hand firm on my shoulder, and your eyes smiling at me I could do anything Daddy.
Secondly, I’m very very sorry that after I already disobeyed you I wasn’t ready to talk to you again because of my friend’s sudden leaving. I’m sure that if you weren’t already very upset you are now. It hurt me when you hung up so quickly without a good bye or i love you. And I know I deserved it because I hurt you too.
i love you Daddy and I’m sorry for hurting you and disobeying you. Please forgive me.
sarah