Distance, situations, wants, needs and desires.

My sweet sweet sarah,

         We’ve covered the distance thing so many times in the near past, and the situation hasn’t gotten any more perfect either. Since My situation (work) hasn’t allowed Daddy to be with you and the anger is overwhelming in you at this time, is of Daddy’s doing, so to speak, I have to address it here to let you know that I love you more than I can tell you and that I still long for your touch, for your warmth and the heat your tiny body has to offer Daddy. Our wants, our needs and desires are in such alignment that its impossible to feel any other way than that we have a wedge pushed between us in this distance. How can this distance come between us as it is and not let it tear us up inside as it does and is. We’re both suffering such a terrible demize inside that it feels as though I’ve swallowed sulfuric acid, as though I had hot coals pushed down My throat and there is a big rock holding My chest so tightly I may never be able to breath again. All this isn’t able to compare to what Daddy feels and how much My love for you has taken My heart, stollen by you and I have no idea how I’ll want to ever allow you to be with another Man or woman. I love you and desire you now as much as ever, I want you as much as ever and the need for you is as imperative as a breath, a meal and water. For anyone reading this, I’m in love with sarah and she should know it.

Daddy