i’m sorry again

Daddy,

i’m sorry that last night when You asked for pictures i resisted. Thank You for not pushing me even though You had every right to demand them. i know You’re right, that You will see me shaven and unshaven so it shouldn’t matter. i took some pics last night before i went to bed and i’ll be sending them to You shortly after i write this blog. So i’m not sure which You will see first the blog or the email. Either way i only want to please You Daddy. heh and if seeing my hairy butt pleases You then i don’t have the right to deny You that. i’m sorry and i hope the pics are a pleasant surprise.

love,

sarah

I’m Sorry part 2

Daddy,

My mind has been running all day. I wonder what you’re thinking about, how upset you are. I wish you’d contact me somehow. I wish you’d scold me so I can move on. It’s torture to have to replay everything I’ve said to you today and wonder what’s going on in your head.

I got really exhausted in the afternoon and laid down to take a nap. I instinctly put my hands between my thighs and then realized I didn’t deserve to cum. So I laid still my hands at my sides and fell asleep. Only to wake up with a pang of guilt and a terrible headache.

I don’t know what to do. I was being so good and trying so hard. You said you were proud of me; it made my lil heart swell so much and I was proud of me too. And I messed that all up in one fell swoop.

I wish I knew if you were reading these posts today. There’s so many already but I just keep thinking of more things to say. I’m sorry Daddy. Please forgive me.

love,

sarah

I’m Sorry

Daddy,

I’m sorry first for not obeying you this morning. It was wrong I know but I just can’t get over it not yet. It’s so hard with you not here. I’m certain with you beside me I would have the courage to do what ever you wished. You’d tell me what a good girl I am and assure me that everything will be ok if only I follow your orders. With your voice stern in my ear, your hand firm on my shoulder, and your eyes smiling at me I could do anything Daddy.

Secondly, I’m very very sorry that after I already disobeyed you I wasn’t ready to talk to you again because of my friend’s sudden leaving. I’m sure that if you weren’t already very upset you are now. It hurt me when you hung up so quickly without a good bye or i love you. And I know I deserved it because I hurt you too.

i love you Daddy and I’m sorry for hurting you and disobeying you. Please forgive me.

sarah