Thank You

Daddy,

Thank You so much for writing that last post. It made me feel a lot better. And it’s important to me that You help contribute to this blog. i was hoping You could help me finish the next part of the story tonight. i was working on it some today but i felt like i really needed Your input.

i think the number of visitors W/we get is going to start dropping and leveling off now. i’m just guessing that yesterday will be the highest count for a while at 267 visits. i can’t wait to talk to You, i miss You very much.

love,

sarah

Good Morning

Daddy,

Good morning, Daddy. i woke up this morning to find that the blog had 99 hits and was listed number 66 under the fastest growing blogs on wordpress. Just thought You would like to know since i was pretty surprised when i realized.

Also found this morning that the ache between my legs had grown. i need You more than i thought possible. i can not wait to talk to You today. i miss You so much.

love,

sarah

Blog News

Daddy,

Thank You for letting me take a short break from the story. i’m just a little tired of it right now but i can’t wait until W/we talk about it some more and figure out what should happen next. i updated the About This Blog page like You wanted. So now it says O/our real ages. i hope i’m making You so proud with this blog as it seems to be getting more and more attention. Also wanted to thank You for replying to TND’s comment for me. i think You’ll be as excited as i am to find He has written a short review of O/our blog in His latest post. Which basically leaves Him to thank for O/our blog’s traffic growing in leaps and bounds. i’m excited about this but also a little nervous, i hope that i can continue to please You through my writing. And i hope all of O/our new visitors find it interesting.

i love You and miss You so much. i cant wait to talk to You tomorrow.

love,

sarah

First Spanking

Daddy,

While i was waiting for Your call i read Confessions of an English Gentleman’s new post. It’s perfect, exactly what i imagine my first time with You to be like. Especially where he talks about spanking her because he wants it unlike the few times when she had been spanked before by guys that only spanked her because she wanted it. i feel like he’s talking about me there because that is exactly the situation i am in. And i think i’d only really be able to enjoy Your firm hand on my ass once i hear You tell me that You want it more than anything. Thank You for waking me up, i can’t wait to talk to You again.

love,

sarah

High Maintenance

Daddy,

Having no job and nothing better to do i’ve read almost all of Confessions of an English Gentleman. But i found his newest entry very interesting. High Maintenance is the title. i’ve never really considered myself high maintenance, especially since my daily wardrobe consists of jeans and a tshirt and i can be ready in less than 30 minutes. But after reading his post on submissives and maintenance, i’d have to say that i am indeed high maintenance. hehe but i bet You already knew that. i need attention constantly. i need to be held, kissed, fucked, and used among so many other things. i need to hear You call me Your good lil girl. But that’s just part of me being submissive. And i love You for understanding and giving me the attention i need.

love,

sarah

Loving Domestic Discipline

Daddy,

After W/we talked about DD yesterday i looked into it a little and found a blog that seems to be very complete in its discussion of DD. i put the link at the bottom of the page so that You can read as much as You’d like but this morning i found a specific article i want You to read. Preemptive Disciplines is the link. It’s a pretty long post but i suppose You’ll read as much of it as You need or want to, as i suspect You might already have a good understanding of its topic.

i’d rather wait and talk to You about it when You get online tonight. But i just have a few questions You can think about before W/we talk. First off, i want to know what Your opinion is and whether You plan to use preemptive and/or maintenance discipline on me. And secondly, i couldn’t help but notice that they (the site) seem to refer to bad behavior has feminine behavior. This just seems odd to me as feminine behavior is certainly not always bad. Also do You think that spanking me is going to be my main form of punishment even though it turns me on? And since it does turn me on just how harsh will the punishment have to be to be effective? Will i have to be brought to tears or bruised?

i miss You Daddy and i can’t wait to talk to You about this because i’m very interested now.

love,

sarah

Blogs and Memories

Daddy,

I woke up this morning at around 6 am and as much as I tossed and turned and touched my clit I couldn’t get back to sleep. As 7:30 rolled around I was so frustrated that I worked up the energy to masturbate to the thought of your cock in my ass (which has been the subject of much masturbation lately) but even after cumming I could not get back to sleep.

So I got up and started to read Confessions of an English Gentleman. I’ve read several posts so far and will probably read more but I wanted to bring your attention to three seperate ones in particular. First Slut which I think touches on what we’ve talked about lately. I hadn’t really thought about it until recently but it is a new development that I want to be called a slut. It’s probably because I feel regret and guilt from what I’ve done recently and I am ashamed that I slept with Ricky and a little embarassed that I went back to Justin. And all for purely selfish sexual reasons. And I couldn’t really be your lil girl if you didn’t know that and make sure I know you know that. I think we should talk about it later as I think you can help me sort out what I’m feeling.

Secondly, What makes a submissive?. I’ve always considered myself a born submissive. When I was very very young I dreamt of being helpless. It seems odd now but this usually manifested itself in me being a baby I suppose it was all I knew that was helpless. I can think of two particular dreams (one a day dream the other a night dream) which are actually both about babies but that I used to touch myself to. It amazes me now that I can recall so much of this first day dream in detail. I find it rather silly now and hesitate to tell you but now I’ve worked it up so much that I might as well. It was a cartoon starring Donald Duck. He goes into this museum of new inventions; robots and things to make your life a lot easier. There’s a robot that will shine your shoes and do your hair and as he’s walking around he walks by a baby carriage with robot arms. The arms literally grab him up as he walks by and shove him into the cradle, then he’s sprinkled with baby powder and a bonnet and a diaper are put on him all while he tries to get away. Next he’s force fed a bottle and probably several other things happen before he is able to escape. Heh it seems even sillier after typing it all out and I have to stress that this does nothing for me now. But when I was as young as 4 or 5 its all I thought about as I drifted off to sleep with my hands between my legs. lol Just one of the reasons I think I was born a submissive or maybe just with a Donald Duck fetish.

The second dream is really not important as this is getting so long now and I had other things I wanted to explore. In ‘What makes a submissive?’ I really want to draw your attention to the small paragraph about father-daughter relationships. I wish he had touched on this some more. Mostly because I obviously have issues with father/daughter and age play and I can’t seem to place them in my childhood. My father is a good man when I was younger we would go fishing and hiking together. He loves to go bird watching and when I was younger I would tag along. We had a good relationship back then it seems normal. Perhaps its because he never spanked me, it was my mother’s job to discipline me. Maybe secretly I wished it as him though I don’t remember wishing that. As I got older we grew apart but that always happens. He’s busy with work a lot. He works 6 long days to make sure we’ve always had anything we wanted and to pay for my expensive catholic education.

Which brings me to The religion of submission. If I wasn’t already well on my way to being a submissive the Catholic church certainly took me there. When I was younger we had to go to confession in grade school and I despised it. I couldn’t stand how shameful and embarassing it was and almost always my fat old priest got a rehearsed line about lying and fighting with my brothers. Though I rarely fought and had no reason to lie. Oh and I never did any atonement. Maybe a hail mary but never much and what did anyone care anyway I wasn’t doing anything wrong I was only 10. Of course back then I didn’t realize that touching my lil clit every day and night of my life was certainly against my religion. Imagine my distress when in 7th grade I realized just what I’d been doing for as long as I could remember. I even attempted to stop though half heartedly. I mean lets face it by then I was addicted and I am addicted.

Wow, weird memories keep flooding back to me but this is so long already. Perhaps remind me to tell you about where I used to masturbate when I was younger. I realize this whole post is rather unorganized and may be alittle hard to follow and I’m sorry. I try to read it now and I’m thinking what is my point? I suppose there really isn’t much of a point except that I want you to know me and understand me more than I understand myself. Even if I have to admit to some embarassing masturbation stories.

love,

sarah