to Daddy

Daddy,

i wish i knew what to say to You but i don’t. You know i’ve been angry and restless lately and i wish i wasn’t but i can’t help it. i know it hurts You so much and You hate to see me like this. i know You feel helpless to fix it. i don’t want to leave because i know it would hurt You even more. That’s why i’m trying so hard to stay but i feel like that’s only making it worse. i wish i knew what to do but i don’t. i want You to be happy but it seems like i’m slipping into a depression. i guess W/we’ll talk about this soon. i love You.

sarah

Grounded

To all that care, My sarah won’t be publishing for a while as she is now grounded from posting. sarah responded to those in the readers in an inappropriate way, not that she wasn’t correct, she was a part of ridicule from someone that can’t recognize role play and a Dom giving their sub the play they ask to recieve. Thus, since poor lil sarah fell pray to this person, sarah won’t be able to blog for a short while. To all, including this person, and she knows whom she is, are all welcome in sarah’s blog. Hope this person finally understands there is no incest here, nor is there any condoning it, nor do we ridicule those that are into it concensually if so. Please feel free to come in, read for entertainments sake and leave peacefully. Be well, live long.

Master Maxx

Distance, situations, wants, needs and desires.

My sweet sweet sarah,

         We’ve covered the distance thing so many times in the near past, and the situation hasn’t gotten any more perfect either. Since My situation (work) hasn’t allowed Daddy to be with you and the anger is overwhelming in you at this time, is of Daddy’s doing, so to speak, I have to address it here to let you know that I love you more than I can tell you and that I still long for your touch, for your warmth and the heat your tiny body has to offer Daddy. Our wants, our needs and desires are in such alignment that its impossible to feel any other way than that we have a wedge pushed between us in this distance. How can this distance come between us as it is and not let it tear us up inside as it does and is. We’re both suffering such a terrible demize inside that it feels as though I’ve swallowed sulfuric acid, as though I had hot coals pushed down My throat and there is a big rock holding My chest so tightly I may never be able to breath again. All this isn’t able to compare to what Daddy feels and how much My love for you has taken My heart, stollen by you and I have no idea how I’ll want to ever allow you to be with another Man or woman. I love you and desire you now as much as ever, I want you as much as ever and the need for you is as imperative as a breath, a meal and water. For anyone reading this, I’m in love with sarah and she should know it.

Daddy

Thank You

Daddy,

Thank You so much for writing that last post. It made me feel a lot better. And it’s important to me that You help contribute to this blog. i was hoping You could help me finish the next part of the story tonight. i was working on it some today but i felt like i really needed Your input.

i think the number of visitors W/we get is going to start dropping and leveling off now. i’m just guessing that yesterday will be the highest count for a while at 267 visits. i can’t wait to talk to You, i miss You very much.

love,

sarah

Distance makes the love grow fonder.

Distance is now and has been a problem for Us both. Worse is the job Daddy has now and keeps Me away for so many months at a time. The long wait we’ve had this summer has broadened our knowledge of yearning and the desire to be close and in each other’s arms. There should never be any distance between Dom and daughter, however in this circumstance there is and we have to stay strong, and My good lil girl has to know that Daddy loves and needs you as much as you need Me. All the talk about trying to get there has worsened your anger from the time element and in a Domestic Discipline setting, Daddy will have to add a punishment for displaying such anger. Yet at the same time, Daddy has an anger inside Him as well and can understand your anger.

I thought you’d like to see My thoughts here so you know its on My mind. I love you baby girl, My sweet, good lil girl.

Daddy

Desperate

Daddy,

To not be able to be with You hurts like i don’t think even You can understand. You, Daddy have had others. You have tied and spanked and dominated Your fair share of women and girls. And i have barely scratched the surface of my sexuality. Let’s face it the “men” i’ve been with have not helped me out at all in my search for submission. Sure i’ve had my hands tied behind my back, (in fact i’ll admit that is even how i lost my virginity) and i’ve been spanked (half heartedly) but they were just going through the motions. Motions that were prompted by me. So it only makes sense to acknowledge that i am sitting on the verge of my submission. And it is making me restless and irritable and angry and i know that’s bad but its only because it hurts so much. It makes me want to cry and scream and i don’t think You get it. i feel like this every second, all day long. You have Your work and Your life and Your distractions. But i am forced to constantly tick away the days, watching the window of time growing smaller and smaller. And it kills me.

love,

sarah

Good Morning

Daddy,

Good morning, Daddy. i woke up this morning to find that the blog had 99 hits and was listed number 66 under the fastest growing blogs on wordpress. Just thought You would like to know since i was pretty surprised when i realized.

Also found this morning that the ache between my legs had grown. i need You more than i thought possible. i can not wait to talk to You today. i miss You so much.

love,

sarah

Blog News

Daddy,

Thank You for letting me take a short break from the story. i’m just a little tired of it right now but i can’t wait until W/we talk about it some more and figure out what should happen next. i updated the About This Blog page like You wanted. So now it says O/our real ages. i hope i’m making You so proud with this blog as it seems to be getting more and more attention. Also wanted to thank You for replying to TND’s comment for me. i think You’ll be as excited as i am to find He has written a short review of O/our blog in His latest post. Which basically leaves Him to thank for O/our blog’s traffic growing in leaps and bounds. i’m excited about this but also a little nervous, i hope that i can continue to please You through my writing. And i hope all of O/our new visitors find it interesting.

i love You and miss You so much. i cant wait to talk to You tomorrow.

love,

sarah

Daddy vs. Master

Daddy,

i’ve been thinking lately about the roles W/we are in. You as my Daddy and me, Your lil girl. And wondering how it differs from You as my Master and me as Your slave. The word slave seems odd to me now when just a few years ago it seemed so fitting. Slave… i wonder what it really means to me and whether i could really be Your slave. But i suppose i’ll know once W/we talk about it and explore what it’ll mean to both of U/us. i think deep down i have the urge to call You Master because sometimes i think it in my head. But i wonder if i’m really slave material.

i used to think labels would box me in. When i was with Justin we never spoke about what we were to each other and now it is coming back to haunt me. So now i see that in order to fully understand O/our relationship i have to know what i am to You and what You are for me. I hope to talk to You about this tonight.

And thank You for calling me this morning i love to listen to You in the morning, awaking to the sound of Your voice. If only i could awaken to Your voice and Your soft touches. i love to imagine You waking me up slowly Your touches growing more and more demanding as You stroke my arms and kiss my neck working down my body. Your hands growing more urgent as they spread my legs and Your fingers dip into my cunt. “Wake up lil girl, Daddy’s going to use you.”

i miss You, talk to You soon.

love,

sarah

What i was thinking

Daddy,

I love You, today and forever. Know that only a couple days ago i had no doubts, i knew i was Yours and W/we would be together but now i feel them creeping in. Doubts not about whether i love You or whether i am Yours but of when W/we can be together. i wonder at times how long i can cling to You, to the thought of You, to the need to be Yours with such intensity. Because it has been intense lately Daddy. i’ve never felt so obsessed. And i only have so much energy. How long can i keep this up before i need a sabbatical? A rest, a break…to reenergize, to collect myself.

i laid down to sleep but this is all i could think of i knew i had to write it out for You. It’s only fair You know what i’m thinking.

love,

sarah