Letters to my Daddy

to Daddy

daddyslilgirl — Mon, 31 Jul 2006 23:03:56 +0000

Daddy,

i wish i knew what to say to You but i don’t. You know i’ve been angry and restless lately and i wish i wasn’t but i can’t help it. i know it hurts You so much and You hate to see me like this. i know You feel helpless to fix it. i don’t want to leave because i know it would hurt You even more. That’s why i’m trying so hard to stay but i feel like that’s only making it worse. i wish i knew what to do but i don’t. i want You to be happy but it seems like i’m slipping into a depression. i guess W/we’ll talk about this soon. i love You.

sarah

Welcome Back My sarah

mastermaddmaxx — Sun, 30 Jul 2006 17:15:47 +0000

sarah,

Daddy is pleased to see My sweet, good lil girl again. Our conversation last evening was certainly what Daddy needed and longed for. I never want to be without My good lil girl ever again. Even though the distance between Us is great and the time We have together is so short, there will come the time the distance will close and togetherness will be permanent.

Daddy will meet you in yahoo messenger as soon as He’s back to a pc that supports it. Love and miss you My beautiful, tiny little sarah.

Daddy

Grounding Lifted

mastermaddmaxx — Sat, 29 Jul 2006 14:24:14 +0000

sarah,

your grounding is now lifted and you may again post to the blog. You did good serving your punishment. Daddy loves you,

Daddy

Missing My sarah

mastermaddmaxx — Sat, 29 Jul 2006 03:25:44 +0000

sarah.

Since Daddy gave you a couple of days to yourself, I’ve found that its been some of the longest days, thusfar, of Daddy’s life. To have your young life devoted to Daddy is precious and in no way can I say otherwise. I’m proud to both own your sweet heart, mind and spirit, but more, proud to know you as a person with an intelligence most lack. I’m also in love with you and have missed you enough to last a life time. Hope your last days has been retrospecive and you’ve found what it is you need. Love and miss you sarah, My good lil girl.

Daddy

Grounded

mastermaddmaxx — Wed, 26 Jul 2006 14:17:48 +0000

To all that care, My sarah won’t be publishing for a while as she is now grounded from posting. sarah responded to those in the readers in an inappropriate way, not that she wasn’t correct, she was a part of ridicule from someone that can’t recognize role play and a Dom giving their sub the play they ask to recieve. Thus, since poor lil sarah fell pray to this person, sarah won’t be able to blog for a short while. To all, including this person, and she knows whom she is, are all welcome in sarah’s blog. Hope this person finally understands there is no incest here, nor is there any condoning it, nor do we ridicule those that are into it concensually if so. Please feel free to come in, read for entertainments sake and leave peacefully. Be well, live long.

Master Maxx

Daddy’s girls.

mastermaddmaxx — Tue, 25 Jul 2006 02:17:33 +0000

inspired, after reading your post, sarah and I talked and I asked her to befriend you and sarah asked Daddy to speak to you for her. Therefor if you happen to read this, come and leave Me a note and we’ll chat in yahoo messenger if you like. We’ll talk about your search for your own personal Daddy. Maybe you’re not seeing Him and he’s there and you haven’t seen the nose to spite the face. Good luck in your search and you have sarah’s and My best wishes for happiness.

Master Maxx (Daddy)

story part 4…finally

daddyslilgirl — Sun, 23 Jul 2006 17:54:47 +0000

Daddy,

This part took a while to edit and everything but here it is finally. i’m sorry for the interruption in the story. If you haven’t already read the story parts 1-3 go on back, it won’t take long at all; they are much shorter than this one. And thank You Daddy for helping me write this part of the story. i think it’s so important that what You want is in the story as well. Thanks also for writing that sweet post and defending our needs and desires. i miss You.

love,

sarah

When W/we reach the door Daddy stops, His right hand still holding mine and He turns to me. “sarah, you know if you want to you can leave now.” i bite my lower lip nervously though there is no doubt in my mind that i’m walking through that door. i realize how unsure i must look and try to appear more confident. i smile up at Him, “Daddy, i’ve been waiting too long for this to let the butterflies in my stomach tell me to turn around.” He leans down and kisses the tip of my nose, “That’s my good lil girl.” Daddy unlocks the door and W/we step inside. i wait while He locks the door behind U/us. Once He’s done my Daddy is on me in a second kissing me more passionately than O/our first kiss in the elevator. His hands cup the sides of my face and His mouth molds to mine, teaching me what it’s like to really be kissed. i press my body to Him, wrapping my arms around my Daddy while i hope this never ends. But when it does He presses His lips to my ear, “sarah, you are Mine and when you are with Me you will do exactly as I say, without question.” i nod slowly, His stern voice makes me feel so vulnerable.

Daddy turns, taking my hands once again, leading me to the bed. “sarah, remove your clothing, kneel into the submission position while Daddy prepares the room.” As I kneel, placing my hands open and palms up upon my knees, Daddy turns and moves to the bags He brought with him. i’m watching intently, curious and still very nervous about the future. Yet this man that has enticed me to Him like a moth to a flame has all my trust. i long to serve Him in any manner He may allow. I need to be His and His alone. As Daddy pulls out the one thing i’ve dreamed of, the white collar, my lil cunt begins to seep wantonly. Daddy hasn’t even looked at me since He had me kneel as i should have without being told. Now, thinking to myself, Daddy should punish His lil girl for not thinking of this. i’m secretly hoping He will and i long to feel His open hand on my ass. Daddy crosses the room and around the bed near the outer wall. Laying a hair brush, red horse hair flogger, a rubber flogger and a leather flogger on the round table. i bite my lip wondering why my Daddy needs so many different floggers.

Daddy crosses back to the case, and now i see it open with all the items in their places. i’m so curious about all those things, yet never had a desire to feel them cause I’ve always wanted to be a good lil girl for Daddy. Daddy deserves a good lil sub slut daughter. Daddy leans over the suitcase. How’d Daddy get that through the airport security? He must know someone i think. Daddy didn’t notice when i looked over at the table to see the white collar. It wasn’t there. What did He do with it? Daddy had the collar hanging from His pocket and now i know Daddy is going to make Me His own. i want to fidget but instead i try to hold so still for Him, afraid that one wrong move would make Him change His mind. With Daddy between the case and me, i can’t see what all is in the case still. Daddy turns holding a chain of a bright chrome look. Looks like a dog choker actually. i hope that’s not for Me. His hand is closed around two black canes of about my lil finger size and three feet long and one about the size of my middle finger. my eyes get wider and i can’t help but stare as i take a deep breath. Daddy has brought several punishment tools, and i’ve not done anything that bad. i see white duct tape. i secretly wonder if maybe i’ve overlooked some important rule. The rope comes out next, blue and somehow i knew Daddy would only bring blue rope.

Daddy turns to me and walks back to me. i don’t dare look up at Him, yet i want to see those blue eyes of His. “sarah, stand, turn and lay down onto your tummy on the bed. Knees at the end of the bed. As i stand, Daddy’s hand comes to my face once again, caressing my left cheek, then spins me around by the shoulders and says: “sarah, hurry and get into position and do as you’re told.” i hurry laying down like Daddy told me to afraid of what might happen if i don’t. As i picture His collection of floggers in my head Daddy slaps my lil ass cheek, the right one. I guess because Daddy is right handed. Daddy takes the blue rope and takes My lil hands behind and begins to bind Me as i’d fantasized about so many times. Feeling as though this is now the most real thing i’ve ever felt or known till now. As i realize my fantasizes are all about to come true my lil cunt begins to get wetter and wetter. Daddy is pulling both hands together now and binding them together and then up to my elbows and binding them as well. Hurts so good, bringing so many thoughts through my mind of how this will work. Not having to wait long as Daddy sits down beside me and begins to run His hands over my smooth lil butt. i love that and know there will be some heated slaps coming soon.

i take a few deep breaths as i try to calm my nerves but all i can think about is My Daddy’s hand on me and my cunt getting wetter and my ass getting warmer. Without notice His hand leaves my lil butt and down it comes without warning and it feels sooooooooo good. i can’t help but jerk just a little but mostly from surprise. After that first and best slap i’ve ever felt, with such a hard crash and loud sound, my lil cunt automatically oozes so much, the heat in my cunt displayed now. i long for Him to touch me there even lifting my hips so He can see how bad i need it. Daddy rubs the red spot so tenderly, all around and it feels excruciatingly good. “ohhhh Daddy.” i moan as i wiggle my lil ass under His hand. Daddy then moves a single finger down my asshole and then further down my cunt lips to find my clit. My ass rises higher and it doesn’t seem like I can find it within me to let it down. i’m in such need of more. More Daddy.

Ridicule

mastermaddmaxx — Sun, 23 Jul 2006 15:36:23 +0000

To those of you that come here and read My lil girl’s writings and the conversations sarah has had permission in publishing. Remember sarah has desires, needs and wants that I intend to give her, completing her. If you do not like what you read between sarah and her Master. Then again, you now have permission to leave without commenting. Ridiculing such a good lil girl, hurting her feelings for her needs, for her wants and desires is not something she would ever do to you. Therefore, do not do so to her. If I find such ridicule in your comments, they will be removed immediately and without prejudice. No matter how you think you’re doing her good in your harsh words of hate, your comments “will be dismissed and removed.”

Drama

daddyslilgirl — Sat, 22 Jul 2006 22:05:19 +0000

Some people, who have asked not to be linked onto my blog but who had no qualms posting multiple comments, have strong opinions about my writing. They insisted on telling me again and again that my writing is offensive and that me and my Daddy are terrible people.

I understand that every one is allowed opinions and I know that opening my blog allows them to post. But if you find my writing offensive please consider that I’ve already heard the arguments and I do not need to be reminded that what I write about may not sit well with you.

I have my freedom and you have yours, and I will write what I want and you can read what you want. I cannot make you read my blog and I wouldn’t want to. So please don’t be childish, if you don’t like it move along there are plenty of D/s blogs elsewhere. Thank you.

Sidenote: We have updated the About This Blog page.

Distance, situations, wants, needs and desires.

mastermaddmaxx — Sat, 22 Jul 2006 03:32:46 +0000

My sweet sweet sarah,

We’ve covered the distance thing so many times in the near past, and the situation hasn’t gotten any more perfect either. Since My situation (work) hasn’t allowed Daddy to be with you and the anger is overwhelming in you at this time, is of Daddy’s doing, so to speak, I have to address it here to let you know that I love you more than I can tell you and that I still long for your touch, for your warmth and the heat your tiny body has to offer Daddy. Our wants, our needs and desires are in such alignment that its impossible to feel any other way than that we have a wedge pushed between us in this distance. How can this distance come between us as it is and not let it tear us up inside as it does and is. We’re both suffering such a terrible demize inside that it feels as though I’ve swallowed sulfuric acid, as though I had hot coals pushed down My throat and there is a big rock holding My chest so tightly I may never be able to breath again. All this isn’t able to compare to what Daddy feels and how much My love for you has taken My heart, stollen by you and I have no idea how I’ll want to ever allow you to be with another Man or woman. I love you and desire you now as much as ever, I want you as much as ever and the need for you is as imperative as a breath, a meal and water. For anyone reading this, I’m in love with sarah and she should know it.

Daddy